It’s pretty hard to get over a first love – especially when you have to see her face everywhere you turn.

Earlier this month, while making promo rounds for her new memoir In My Own Words…My Real Reality, Toya Wright shared an excerpt from the book of a long message that Lil Wayne sent to her, in which he confessed his eternal love for her and even claimed that he looked for a bit of her in every woman he’s ever dated.

On Wednesday, while on Bossip’s “Don’t Be Scared” podcast, the author delved deeper into the story of her relationship with her child’s father and revealed whether or not she thinks Wayne’s still in love with her.

The podcast’s cohost Dani Canada asked, “Do you think Wayne is still in love with you after all these years?”

Toya responded, “You gonna have to be the judge of that. One thing about Wayne and I we been knowing each other since we were kids. We came across this point in life where we didn’t like each other at all. When I was going through the divorce from Wayne I hated him a lil bit. I’m just not that girl. I wouldn’t write a tell-all to bash them. I’d share it but I wouldn’t do it in a way to bash them and make them look crazy, I’ll give you the tea with a little honey.”

On writing about her relationship with the rap star, Toya said, “At first I felt nervous about sharing that part. But I just felt like if I was going to open up like this, then I was willing to share my real life. He has talked about me and discussed me in songs before. I decided to share our relationship because people always ask about it.”

Check out Toya Wright’s full interview on “Don’t Be Scared” above.

SOURCE: Bossip | PHOTO CREDIT: Getty, Soundcloud 

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